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The reasons WHY I've not been HERE of late...>>
-Work
Has become ...A very horrible environment for me. I keep telling myself "you should get out, now. go get another job, there are lots out there. theres one in raleigh, you liked and thought about" but then am i fooling myself also with fracked up questions like "Can I make it by myself? What if I have a seizure and I'm all alone? What if I make a mistake? What if they don't like me? Will I make any friends out there?"
-_- Gosh, Im so stupid.
I'm stressed. I'm being pushed to my limit. Today I could hardly keep from crying at work. Why do all the awesome employees get bitched at the MOST? And the messed up, lazy, no good ones don't get talked to AT ALL? IS IT SO HARD TO CORRECT THEIR MISTAKES? Does management see their own personalities brought out in the bad people in their workplaces or something? I mean what the crap is it? TELL ME.
Cuz I dont know what the frack is happening. I am so confused. People don't even say please and thank you to me. They treat me like their damn maid. Well, I'm not their fracking maid. Nor their servant. I don't kiss their feet. I'll make them clean up their own lobby bathroom and get their own bathroom spider eggs out themselves cuz its TOO DAMN BAD THAT they are afraid of spiders...DEAL WITH IT.
Management goes on and on and on about not gossiping and then there they go and talk about the Kennel crew behind our backs. "Oh they are killing the grass" (We just got new sod put in). Now...tell me...seriously.. HOW THE hell can WE be killing the grass... THEY told us to water it everyday.
But Norm(the boss) didn't instruct the crew on HOW to water it (some people need the education oO-- We arent freaking landscapers).
It might not sound serious, but when its said so rudely, one can't help but be offended. If I had been the one to hear Norm say it, I would have confronted him about it. I heard this secondhand. But I know its true since Lynn never lies. My trusty right-hand lady.
Anyways.
I feel...A little better now that I've gotten some of this off my shoulders.
On another note, a lot of my energy is back and when I'm not overly stressed from work Im super happy because of the new Epilepsy med I'm being weaned onto.
Now to relax.
Maybe play some Team Fortress 2.
Gotta install it first though. xD
=Natu
Has become ...A very horrible environment for me. I keep telling myself "you should get out, now. go get another job, there are lots out there. theres one in raleigh, you liked and thought about" but then am i fooling myself also with fracked up questions like "Can I make it by myself? What if I have a seizure and I'm all alone? What if I make a mistake? What if they don't like me? Will I make any friends out there?"
-_- Gosh, Im so stupid.
I'm stressed. I'm being pushed to my limit. Today I could hardly keep from crying at work. Why do all the awesome employees get bitched at the MOST? And the messed up, lazy, no good ones don't get talked to AT ALL? IS IT SO HARD TO CORRECT THEIR MISTAKES? Does management see their own personalities brought out in the bad people in their workplaces or something? I mean what the crap is it? TELL ME.
Cuz I dont know what the frack is happening. I am so confused. People don't even say please and thank you to me. They treat me like their damn maid. Well, I'm not their fracking maid. Nor their servant. I don't kiss their feet. I'll make them clean up their own lobby bathroom and get their own bathroom spider eggs out themselves cuz its TOO DAMN BAD THAT they are afraid of spiders...DEAL WITH IT.
Management goes on and on and on about not gossiping and then there they go and talk about the Kennel crew behind our backs. "Oh they are killing the grass" (We just got new sod put in). Now...tell me...seriously.. HOW THE hell can WE be killing the grass... THEY told us to water it everyday.
But Norm(the boss) didn't instruct the crew on HOW to water it (some people need the education oO-- We arent freaking landscapers).
It might not sound serious, but when its said so rudely, one can't help but be offended. If I had been the one to hear Norm say it, I would have confronted him about it. I heard this secondhand. But I know its true since Lynn never lies. My trusty right-hand lady.
Anyways.
I feel...A little better now that I've gotten some of this off my shoulders.
On another note, a lot of my energy is back and when I'm not overly stressed from work Im super happy because of the new Epilepsy med I'm being weaned onto.
Now to relax.
Maybe play some Team Fortress 2.
Gotta install it first though. xD
=Natu
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