So, as some of you know I am currently at school in Florida. This is my junior year, and I've only been in one serious relationship since I got here and that was Freshmen year. That being said, I've been far from lonely, one could call me promiscuous.

Anyway, late November I started talking to a girl I used to go to highschool with and over the Christmas break, we went out a couple of times. Mostly to the movies and dinner, but I even met her parents,lol. Well she told me that she doesn't want to be in a long distance relationship, and I guess to a point I don't either since my last serious one was ending do to long distance(and my lies )

The thing is, I told her it was okay, but it really isn't. I want to be with her...At least I thought I did. Until a few days ago while I was on my way back down to Florida, I had a dream about an ex, from a very very very long time ago(5th grade ) It was a very vivid dream, and I was happier than ever. We(me and the ex) had the perfect life. I won't go into the details but it was very vivid and physical.

Now I can't get her out of my mind, and for some reason I'm not answering any calls from "the new chick". I know it was only a dream, but for some reason I feel obligated to reach out to the ex. (and if you must know, me and the ex did some pretty inappropriate things back then).

So, do I reach out to a long lost love and take a stab at destiny? Or do I try to maintain the feelings I have for the new girl who I won't see for the next four months?