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I Lost My Friend On Tuesday
Quickly then, this fraggin' 'web thing is not being very friendly to me today. Boo hoo, anyway...
My kitty Simon passed on away on Tuesday. I'm very, very, very, very, very, very...I'm fuckin' obliterated, ok? LOL.
I just feel so much guilt over his passing. He came to us 7 years ago in real, real, bad shape. Couldn't walk straight and barely stand. My family an I took him in, seeing such a beautiful little guy in so much pain...if it was within our power (at least I felt) it had to be done.
Fast forward few years he's chubby, harassing my other cats. Eating, drinking, playing. outsmarting EVERYONE! His little face, heh, And when your nose would get next to his mouth he would try and bite it. Oooh, and you could smell his fishy breath! Nirvana. I love my little animal friends so much.
Tuesday, I found him in a position that only could have meant he endured great pain when he passed. That fills me with Tremendous sorrow and great anger. I will never forgive my self for your death my love, I promise it will not be in vein. That first day...sounds silly...I wanted to obliterate my laptop. It's a faimly unit, so. LOL...well that these lp's don't come cheap helped alot.
And at the same time, my black neighbors have been egging me on with "I hope that cat die!" then they laugh. Back then, I would just tell Simon or whoerevr to ignore them.
But Tuesday afternoon, after holding Simon's lifless body next to mine crying over him. One of these punks walks by my bedroom window (2nd story here) and says "look how the cry" "ahahahahahahhahaha".
Sucks 'cause no matter how many times these savages get beet down, they'll never change.
More to the point, my friend Simon is gone. He was beyond loved and led an interesting life. I thank you being my friend for helping me in opening my heart to love and the light again. I am in you debt, always. We love you.
Just thought I'd share my friends story with my friends. He was a strong and brave little kitty that suffered way too much...but at least he lived like a king for about 7 years. Te Amo Mi Angelito. I hope to hold you again if only for minute.....(sob)
My kitty Simon passed on away on Tuesday. I'm very, very, very, very, very, very...I'm fuckin' obliterated, ok? LOL.
I just feel so much guilt over his passing. He came to us 7 years ago in real, real, bad shape. Couldn't walk straight and barely stand. My family an I took him in, seeing such a beautiful little guy in so much pain...if it was within our power (at least I felt) it had to be done.
Fast forward few years he's chubby, harassing my other cats. Eating, drinking, playing. outsmarting EVERYONE! His little face, heh, And when your nose would get next to his mouth he would try and bite it. Oooh, and you could smell his fishy breath! Nirvana. I love my little animal friends so much.
Tuesday, I found him in a position that only could have meant he endured great pain when he passed. That fills me with Tremendous sorrow and great anger. I will never forgive my self for your death my love, I promise it will not be in vein. That first day...sounds silly...I wanted to obliterate my laptop. It's a faimly unit, so. LOL...well that these lp's don't come cheap helped alot.
And at the same time, my black neighbors have been egging me on with "I hope that cat die!" then they laugh. Back then, I would just tell Simon or whoerevr to ignore them.
But Tuesday afternoon, after holding Simon's lifless body next to mine crying over him. One of these punks walks by my bedroom window (2nd story here) and says "look how the cry" "ahahahahahahhahaha".
Sucks 'cause no matter how many times these savages get beet down, they'll never change.
More to the point, my friend Simon is gone. He was beyond loved and led an interesting life. I thank you being my friend for helping me in opening my heart to love and the light again. I am in you debt, always. We love you.
Just thought I'd share my friends story with my friends. He was a strong and brave little kitty that suffered way too much...but at least he lived like a king for about 7 years. Te Amo Mi Angelito. I hope to hold you again if only for minute.....(sob)
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