today in my lab class we were all jokin about stuff and relationships and i was asked why dont i have a girlfriend...yeah in college i was askked ...it hurt...i mean...ever girl sees me as a guy friend it cut me deep...when i was walkin back to my dorm it set in deeper and the feelin got worse...i cant run from it....but i hope today after i go to the the aquarium to work it will leave my mind......Fish are the only thing that make me happy now lol what a shame LOL